You don't want me. You never did. I was the filler. I was the replacement you could hold when you missed her. And now that we are both here I am tolerated. I can't even tell you this because you will laugh. You will share a moment at my expense with your favorite girl. I will never be as fit as her. I will never have the experiences you both share. As you have said, we are not the same. I am not yours. The tragedy is it took me this long to see it. We were not meant for each other. You belong with her. I belong.....alone. You deserve happiness. And if I could I would wipe the memory of me from you. Instead, when I cross your mind, you get a bitter taste in your mouth. I am so sorry that I did this to you. And to her. I hope in time you will forgive and forget.
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